The one I worked with

I have pretty much met all the guys I have dated at work. I vowed that my husband would be the last one but a moment of boredom resulted in another liaison which I’d rather forget about. The sex was good, in fact I had the most intense orgasm I can remember having for a…

Not like the movies

I can remember the exact moment I knew my marriage was over. I was at a friends wedding in October 2015, the happy couple had just taken to the floor for their first dance. As I stood on a balcony watching them hand in hand, so very much in love, I cried.  I loved my…

Relapse

I’d describe the last couple of weeks as a perfect storm.  One by one things have happened that lead to me going slightly crazy one night this week and having a bad panic attack.  I messaged my councilor the following morning to schedule in an extra appointment as I knew I needed someone to tell…

Irritation

I woke up in super crappy mood today. I’ve had a great weekend and have no reason to feel rubbish but I can only think the issues I’ve been dealing with throughout the week have affected me more than I’ve realised. I’ve finally started divorce proceeding, sitting with a solicitor talking about why your marriage…

Taking The Long Way Round

One of the many things I love about music is how songs take on different meanings as you go through various stages of your life. Listening to this classic from the Dixie Chicks now I feel like it fits me so perfectly. I’m not where I want to be but I’m on my way. It…

The one that tried to strangle me

You know the phrase everyone you meet is a lesson or a blessing? Well this guy definitely fell into the lesson category. We matched on bumble and chatted for a few days and he suggested meeting the following week for a drink. Over the weekend we spoke quite a bit and he suggested bringing the…

Just a little bit of your heart

Such awful news in the UK last night. I’ve had so many amazing evenings at Manchester Arena both working and for pleasure, I was going to see Ariana Grande on Thursday in London but I can’t see the other shows going ahead now. Thankfully all my friends that were working at the show are safe…

Versace on the Floor

I love nothing more than watching the live performances from award shows. Even more so when it’s 3am and I’ve been awake for two hours. I wish there was an off switch for the brain. Love Bruno Mars, love this song, love this album, although in my case it would be more ASOS on the…

If you wanna be happy

Man I love this song, not only does it remind me of the AMAZING film Mermaids it never fails to put a smile on my face. Go find that ugly wife…… If you want to be happy for the rest of your life Never make a pretty woman your wife So for my personal point…

Men on the brain

This week has been another super fun week, I’ve also found the most amazing flat I want to buy which I am cosmic ordering and manifesting to become mine (come on universe!!) I often find when one thing starts to work out in my life something else starts to go awry. My despair at having awful date…

The one that was a woman

I’d always been curious about going out with a woman so when I signed up to bumble I thought why not select the women and men option to see what would happen. Within a day I’d matched with several woman but many deleted me when I revealed I was just curious rather than a fully…